Random ramblings, recipes and whatever have you of a commis.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

I am stunted.

I am waiting for that job thing to come through. At least I wanna know if I got accepted or not, so I may know what my next step is. The first job is the hardest to land. Well...I will tell you about my being a commis. But first I need a job!

Grah.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Grades...

I got my grade yesterday, yes it wasn't low, but it wasn't high either. Average.

I know it was my fault, because I made a decision to do well and to push myself to do well too late. I already had average marks exams and even if doing well on some it wasn't enough to pull my grades to the point I wanted to reach.

If only I hade made a decision the moment I stepped into school.

I officially have 3 regrets in life, which I dont plan to dwell on...

1. Not writing to Pope John Paul sooner.
2. Architecture...I should've gone straight to Culinary. But still being able to discover that this is what I wanted is still a miracle for me.
3. Not getting better grades.

I was used to settling with the grades I got in Architecture school that I still applied it today. Argh.

From now on in being a commis or future Executive Chef, I cannot be average. I will be better.